Just had the worst dream ever. Basically all it that it entailed was a text from my boyfriend saying that all I did was nap and do nothing, this is the first time i have ever woken up crying. This dream is stupid and crazy because he would never do that to me but this fake dream text really hurt my feelings and I know it’s prob just my self conscious telling me that but for some reason used my bf to tell me idk

I feel like no one ever listens when I talk I don’t talk that much and this is one of the reasons why I don’t. Whats the point of wasting what little energy I have by speaking if no one cares enough to listen. I have to repeat myself so much because no one remembers what I say.